You have to get one of these....

[pappy]

this fella makes these and let me tell you they are cheap but NOT cheap made! His detail is excellent and the finish is superb....and when you go to the ebay site I put below you'll see why I chose him over others. I had a person come by from Texas a couple weeks back who was wanting 160+ for one identical same guts same gun metal rifle cocking design....check him out ...pappy http://www.ebay.com/itm/Hunters-Gift-Gun-Metal-Bullet-Pen-with-Deer-Antler-Handle-and-Deer-Clip-/291723027977?hash=item43ec0c2609:m:mq8yBKuqzDdCxMEKxGpZF7g