I am pretty sure that he would tell you it was only through his faith and belief that the testimony would serve others that He got the strength to do it. You can see it was painful and he was reliving it, but he done it for good. It may even have been some closure and healing to do it. I am not sure when that video was shot, but the accident happened in May 2020. Time can heal some and bring strength. I have told my story many times and I don't do it for any badge of courage or to be self serving. I do it because I never ever want anyone else to go through it, the purpose outweighs the pain of reliving it. I will assume this father feels some of those same feelings. Make no mistake, he will never get over it and the solace of maybe preventing another tragedy may be therapeutic. We all process horrific tragedies differently. I have been been accused of over-telling my story, but I assure you I do not get any personal benefit from it. That day and all the feelings that go with it reply in my mind and I am right back there again whenever it comes up. However, that very pain is what drives the desire to do everything possible to prevent anyone else the same pain. If I could I would walk up to Mr. Ellis and hug him with a tear in my eye and just say, "I see you and my heart is with you, I understand "
