Its always hard to try something new some times, but I think its time to move on. People lives all change some slow down because there body won't take any more adbuse, and others just slow down. There are a lot of people like you out there, so break friends and go do it. I hunted for years with my older brother, were from MN and alway went to the Black Hills of SD each spring. Well for years we talked about going to Florida turkey hunting, and that went on for years. Around that same time My wife age 42 came down with and we were battleing cancer. And made us aware that life is to short do what you are able to do today life may not be here tomorrow. So I looked up a Management area in Florida decided where we would go and planed a trip . Well at xmas time my brother backed out from going, for no good reason said he can't handle mosqutos. So in March iboxed up a small tent and things and shipped to a UPS store in Tampa. Got onto a plane, flew down there rented a car. Drove out to the management area threw a tent onto the ground and hunted. That was in 2009, I didnt shoot a turkey that year. So even though money was tight my wife allowed me to go back in 2010 and I got my first Osceola. My wife passed in 2011 and i have been to florida two more times since then. Going every other year for now, tag out last year, and made WOUNDERFUL NEW FRIENDS down there. One even been up here pheasent hunting with me. Long story but just trying to say GO FOR IT LIFE IS TO SHORT.